Bereavement Counselling


Grief, Loss & Bereavement

Bereavement Counselling in Weymouth

This is a specialist area of interest in my work. 

Many people contact me for support through the process of grief after bereavement or loss. 

This can be an especially difficult, and often complex time, and bereavement counselling can be of great support after someone we care about dies.

Bereavement is a term that refers specifically to the death of a loved one. 

Grief can be experienced after any kind of loss, not just bereavement. 

There is no love without pain; but only love can heal that pain which it causes’ – Father Julio Lancelotti

We all experience loss and we will all be bereaved at some point in our lives.

Like you, I have experienced my own bereavements, and as a counsellor, I have worked extensively with people who have been bereaved. 


The death of a loved one can be devastating.  

"How do I get over my grief?"

"I should be over it by now surely?"

"How long does grief last?"

These are the kinds of questions that I hear a great deal in my work with bereavement and loss, and as they are so common, it reminds me again and again that we do not talk even nearly enough about bereavement, loss and grief in our families, in our society, or indeed our culture.

These searching questions express to me, the difficult and painful struggle  we can find ourselves in, wanting so much to do what we can to move out of this sometimes unbearable pain, but finding ourselves helpless to do so. 

It can feel surreal and disorienting as the rest of the world seemingly carries on as usual, while our world feels as though it has stopped somehow. 

It is ok to feel like you do


Grief can be messy, chaotic, unpredictable, and is certainly not a linear process. 

Sadness is an emotion that is universally linked to grief, but grief can feel many things that we can be unprepared for, including paralysing, isolating and frightening. 

Grief can feel confusing, traumatic, exhausting, physically painful, and we may become forgetful and struggle to concentrate on even the smallest of tasks. 

We may feel irritable and angry at times, with others, ourselves and the person who has died. 

We may feel guilt for having these feelings, especially if we feel that our grief is not allowed somehow -

that it is not recognised or socially acceptable in some way.

Examples of this disenfranchised grief can be experiences such as our family and friends putting a time limit upon our grief (even if unwittingly), the death of a pet not being recognised as being a painful process, the inability to attend a funeral and openly mourn, or society judgements such as attitude to suicide, illness or a hidden relationship.


We may end up feeling a sense of shame and experience anxiety and depression if we do not find a way to allow ourselves to grieve for our loss.


We often experience shock in the initial stages of grief, even if we knew the person was going to die. 

We may feel guilty if we are not tearful and feeling the pain, but this can be a completely natural part of our process. 

We may feel relieved that someone has been released from their suffering, and then feel guilty for feeling this way. We are allowed to feel this, it is love and compassion.

We can also experience anticipatory grief in the lead up to a loss - feeling the grief before we have experienced the loss. 

Our beliefs, how our loved one died, and our relationship to them, and with them, all inform our process of grief. 

Grieving for a child will be different to grieving for an aged parent. Losing someone to illness will be different to losing someone to suicide. A sudden death will be different to knowing someone is going to die. Whilst there maybe common themes, our process of grief will be unique to us, and again to each of our bereavements.

We can do our best to understand our own process, our needs and how we can best meet these compassionately, but we cannot control our process of grief.

Grief changes us - All of our experiences change us, and they are supposed to

...but they do not define us


There is often a feeling that grief is something to be 'got over', something to be done and gone, and we can then resume our lives again, ‘getting back’ to who we were before we experienced our loss.  

We cannot ever go backwards and this is part of the pain of grief.

How do we allow ourselves this change when we don’t want it? 

We may find ourselves raging against it or feeling crushed or collapsed under its pressure. 

No rules

The process of grief can take much longer than we realise. There are no time rules.

Anniversaries and special occasions maybe difficult, both as time approaches these, and the actual anniversary itself. 

There are no shoulds.

Our support can often seem to disappear too quickly, and without the tangible support of others validating our on-going pain, we can start to feel as though we shouldn’t feel as we do, and that we should be ‘over’ it by now - the disenfranchised grief that I mentioned earlier.  

If we buy into this, we are in danger of dismissing and blocking our grief, complicating our process even further. 

It can be all too easy to follow this path as we naturally don’t want to feel pain and anything that can help us to avoid it can become seductive. 

Learned behaviours

We learn to manage our emotional pain in childhood through observing and learning, often unconsciously, how our family members manage their emotions. These patterns of coping and relating can be repeated throughout our lives automatically. 

Depending on what we have learned, and the opportunities we have, we may choose a healthy route and talk to others about how we feel, or we may turn to more unhealthy activities such as alcohol or drugs, throw ourselves into our work, and find other distractions to help us avoid and convince ourselves that the pain has gone. 

Be gentle with yourself. We can only ever cope in the way that we know how, until we are able to learn something new.


Our loved ones want us to be ok. 

They may not know what to say and stop talking about the person who has died for fear of upsetting us. It can be difficult for them to see us suffer, and so we may learn to hide how we are really feeling. 

This may feel like the best thing to do in the face of other people’s feelings, judgements or misunderstandings, but it does not make our grief go away, it simply complicates things for us.

Our experience of grief will never be wrong. 

It will be unique to us and we need to find ways of safely expressing ourselves so that we can support  our own process. Bereavement counselling can safely support this process.


The invitation is to be brave, and to allow ourselves to have our experiences, just as they are.

Waves of grief


Grief is often referred to as being experienced in 'waves’. 

These waves can range from a sense of small, lapping moments to huge frightening tsunamis that threaten to knock us over with their power...and everything in between. 

Sometimes we recognise what has triggered us, a song, a smell etc, and sometimes the wave just appears, seemingly from nowhere.

It would simply be too much for us to be with our pain constantly, and so we naturally protect ourselves by slowly adjusting to what has happened, little by little. This is not a linear process.

We may find ourselves feeling numb as part of this protective process, and patience and compassion for ourselves during this time is sometimes replaced with frustration and anger as we mistakenly feel that we are somehow responsible for slowing things down and prolonging our grief. 

Grief Psychotherapist, Julia Samuel (Grief Works) said, ‘Children’s grief is like jumping in and out of puddles. They can be very sad one minute and very happy the next’. 

As adults, we too can experience happy moments when we are grieving, and this can sometimes cause confusion and feelings of guilt.

Just as it is important that we allow our children to experience all that they feel in order for them to manage their grief in a healthy way, the same goes for ourselves too. 

Coping with bereavement

Margaret Stroebe and Hank Schut (1999) developed a dual process model of coping with bereavement and I find this particularly helpful in my griefwork. 

1. Loss focused  – Relating directly to the death: ie. crying, experiencing sadness, denial, anger, ruminating or dwelling on the circumstances of the death and avoiding restoration activities.

2. Restoration focused  – Relating more to the losses connected to the death such as lifestyle, routine and relationships. These activities include managing changes, developing new ways of connecting to friends and family and cultivating a new way of life. 

It is the moving back and forth between both of these ‘tasks’ that is healing - We learn to endure our pain and then find the much needed distraction and respite from this. 

If a couple, or a family is grieving, one person maybe loss-focused whilst another is restoration-focused, and this in itself can sometimes present challenges and conflicts in relationships. 

We all have different needs at different times.

Past, present and future

What's happening to me?

We mourn the loss of what could have been as well as what was. The losses of a potential future that we may have dreamed about or planned. 

We may have a sense of an on-going relationship with the person who has died, even though we know that things will never be the same. 

We can think that we see them in the street, talk to them even though we know they are no longer alive, and judge ourselves and feel that we are wrong somehow, or going mad for doing so.

Our own sense of mortality can be brought to the forefront when someone we love dies. Maybe at times this is with a renewed sense of personal values, priorities and purpose and maybe at times with a sense of pressure, hopelessness or feelings of anxiety.

All of these things are completely natural.

Grief isn’t a problem to be solved

If we want to support a grieving person we must listen to their pain. 

If we are a grieving person, we must try to find the courage to seek out those who are able to hear us, and find validation for our experiences, whatever they may be. 

Inner conflicts

The inner conflicts that can arise from the process of grief can feel very confusing and disorienting. Our hearts can tell us one thing whilst our heads can tell us another. 

We want to move on and feel happier, and at the same time we can feel guilty for wanting this. 

We may feel a need to stay where we are in our process to somehow feel closer to the person who has died.  

We can appear to be managing well at times and consequently be seen as strong by others, whereas by default, we can feel that we are weak and not coping during those times when we are more closely in touch with our pain. We are not weak, we are grieving.

The process of grief is complex and individual

You may recognise your own experience in some of what I’ve shared with you here, or your experience maybe very different... that is ok.

Gaining a sense of relief - 

When we are able to talk about the person that has died, experience being deeply listened to, and have our own experiences of grief witnessed, we can find a way of allowing the sometimes polar opposite places to coexist inside of us and gain a sense of great relief.

If you are bereaved and struggling with your process of grief in any way, you are very welcome to contact me.


'Grief Works' by Julia Samuel

Cruse Bereavement Care 


''If your compassion does not include yourself, it is incomplete'' - Jack Kornfield